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Let's all take a trip to granma's! Ponder life in the grass with me for awhile. :)

 

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I have a whole crapload to write about. I suppose I'll start at the beginning because that's a good place to start.

So friday, after anna & I ditched school, we came here and hung out, listened to mp3s, and had some soda. We had to go back to school to clean out our lockers, so we did, and said goodbye to Ms Sarah and started singing the fresh prince of Bel Air song.

We met up with graham, then people all ran around for a bit, so I said fuck this, I'm going to go sit on anna's car. I went outside and read yearbook entries in the sunshine. Graham showed up a bit later, then erin paged me and asked what was going on. She said she would come down and meet us, and after Lashonda, Laura C. And anna showed up and waited for about 20 minutes, we stopped believing her. We drove up by the parking lot, and there she was... sans car. Oh crap. So six of us piled into a toyota camry to get to the bank, and then to chinooks. Sigh.

It was worth it because we got a table on the patio right away in the sunshine and the food was excellent, just like chinook's food always is. They were also playing the soundtrack of my life. I mean it, Macy Gray, UB40, the Cardigans, That Thing You Do and Britney Spears in less than an hour. Scott paged me at some point and I called him, convincing him to stop by. He did.

We had finished all our food when he showed up so we left pretty quickly. We walked up a dock and Laura, Lashonda and Graham made it look like they jumped right into the canal and we got yelled at by some old boat lady. We split up after that, and Graham came with us to get a ride home and to ease the pain in the toyota. We drove him home, and michael called on the way saying, "I'm at peter's come get me now now now now now now." I said ok, But since we were going in exactly the opposite direction we kinda took awhile. That and we went to Tegan's house on the way back from Graham's to say goodbye to her and give her a cd case and stuff. I think I hugged her like 3 or 4 times. She is such an awesome friend and she introduced me to the core and was just so rad since I first met her... I'm sad she's going away to alaska, but she is. I'll deal. And write her, a lot.

so we went to peter's house after that but no one was home, as much as we knocked on his door. We went up to Michael's house to see if he was there... but he wasn't. So we went, to get coffee? I think. I don't remember exaclty. We just ended up at my house where michael paged us again and asked us to pick him up from the nws party on Queen Anne (me!). We went up there and got slightly lost, found it eventually, and I saw a whole bunch of people I remembered from middle school intoxicated in one way or another... and I didn't like being associated only with mle. I mean, she's a good girl and all, but we're not friends anymore... so It was odd. To still, (after a year?) be reconized as mle's. Oh well. We walked from the top of the park to the bottom and back up again before finding Michael.

We picked him up, along with Moses, the interesting intellectual that had a profound interest in chewey bars at the time, and needed a ride downtown. Inconvinient, Since by then it was about 6:30 and we were supposed to be at Peter's an hour before and michael had not gotten clean or packed in any way.

So we drove around, heard stories, took michael to his house, after picking up andreas obviously, we listened to the B-52s and I brushed my hair, and stole the good blanket. We drove down to Peter's where insanity was reaching a climatic level and people were taking attendance and demanding cars and screaming and asking for tape to mend ripped applications. I ended up in a toyota camry with Adam (driver), peter C., scott, and myself. We went to QFC after a bit of waiting around for michael, got food, left, started driving for whidbey.

The hi-tech society convoy realized that we had left twister at Sadie's house, and so therefore we all called each other and exited the freeway in a calm manner. We made it to sadie's house with out much of a hitch, except along the way adam noticed that sadie wasn't in the convoy, but since we were going to her house. But when we pull up and suddenly see her mom run out and say, "SADIE'S CAR IS ON FIRE!!!!" we got a little more concerned... about how we were going to get everyone up to whidbey. Fortunately no one was hurt, and we only lost a large portion of food to the disaster, but we seriously were a little unpitying about the car or its passengers.

Eventually new guy brian showed up in a saturn, but only after I escaped to listen to nickel creek and think for awhile. It was my last day of school and everything after all... So anyway, eventually sadie ended up in our car, and we hung out and talked and I fell asleep a couple times. The night was gorgeous, i Loved the ferry ride. Scott and I got lost walking around right after the ferry. We were attempting to find an invisible grocery store.

We gave up, got back in the car, I fell asleep. Got to the cabin and I staked out a nice room right away. A quiet by myself room. I watched people begin to get drunk, got bored, went and put on my pjs, felt a lot better, came back outside, watched michael smoke, and scott semi-drunkenly attempted to teach me how to play Go, which was really amusing in how it DID NOT work at all. When twister came out I just gave up, hid in my room with michael's blanket and nickel creek, and went to sleep.

On occasion the next morning scott would come in and tell me to wake up, and I would bitch at him to leave me alone, so he did. But then he put on Vast and I was up in about two seconds. Because you can't sleep through The Best Band Ever. After that, I learned that I had missed out on views and morning or some crap like that, but I was asleep on my first morning out of school, so sleeping til 12 made me happy.

Peter, Scott, Andreas & I all walked down to the beach after that and we all talked a bunch about many things that just felt like bitching and I wasn't having fun except the sunshine was really nice and I was in good company. When Andreas started fighting with me about abortion was when I got really mad. I have serious issues with choice rights. I can't even deal with debates about that. I cried at JSA because of it, so I didn't want to put up with his shit right then and I was beginning to have less and less fun. We went back to the cabin and sat around for awhile, until I reminded scott that I wanted to learn how to play go, so he taught me, and I played him and won, only because he was telling me where to play. Herm. I cooked some spaghetti, Michael exited his room, we sat around, and ate. It was thrilling, let me tell you.

Then I played some more Go, and since that game is somewhat greuling, I wanted to do something stupid mindless and meaningless. And Since I don't drink, that meant playing cards. I taught Michael how to play a card game that is very simple. You each take half the deck. Then, you lay down four cards face up in front of you. If there are any pairs among the eight cards you see, you cover them with face up cards from your deck. Once you get stuck, or there are no pairs left, you pick the deck up, and repeat. Once a person runs entirely out of cards, they win.

We had intense amount of fun and played this game for a few hours, along with egyptian ratscrew which I'm not going to explain. Michael wrote his paradelle, we all wanted food and got bitter. Adam was really sick and I felt awful for him. By the late evening he was feeling better, about when Chris and jason showed up with an amp and an electric guitar. Adam quickly ran into his room.

here is when people got annoyingly drunk, loud, and roudy, and Michael and I spent the entire time pretending it wasn't happening. Except when Jason downed six shots in a minute, that was entertaining. Michael and I sat on the couch for awhile and played catch while sharing his blanket and we decided then that we should just continue sharing the blanket throughout the evening. So pretty shortly after we went to bed, after I took away jason's keys and he attempted to steal the Blanket, but that didn't work.

At first michael and i were going to just go to sleep, but I was jealous that he had a minidisc player and I had no musicage whatsoever, so he said he would stay up and talk to me for awhile, anf I was cool with that, so we did. Awhile turned into seven hours. Or more. We talked about an insanely large portion of things. It was great. I had more fun then than any other time that weekend. Then I got in a somewhat evil mood and said that it would be better if we slept through cleaning time in that I had made very little mess, had nothing to drunk, and invested $30 in the weekend. So we did.

People came in and woke us up a couple thousand times, then we got up at some point and complained about Jason and Chris and stealing the Jack Daniels and bad times like that.

and then there was the dilemmas of garbage, wash, and six people in one small... toyota camry. Sound familiar? This time we did the four people in the backseat way, instead of 3 on 3 like in anna's car. So we drove and got some gass, drove to the dock, got baaaad espresso (thanks scott), and got on the ferry. I didn't intend to get out of the car, since it was such a short ride, but all of a sudden, andreas came back with... Dan man! My little freshman dan. So I asked him if I could get a ride home, which eased the pain in the toyota (since I could.). We listened to the Cardigans and talked about how respectively nerdy we were. It was fun. I came home and called scott, and he came over and I made him ramen, then I called laura about getting a ride to freemont. She called me back to do something after Michael told me he couldn't go, so I just went to Spots With Laura and gave her the lowdown on Whidbey and she gave me the lowdown about the beach on the last day of school. Interesting. We went by blockbuster and then I came home to find out I didn't need to rent a movie. So I went to sleep around 11 that night. I'll write about more tomorrow. Since it's 4:15 right now. And andreas thinks I'm mad at him or something, which is booty call.

Tuesday, June 20, 2000 12:25 p.m.


ok, I'm not writing a lot. Laura is coming to get me right now to go to philly's. If you want to hang out, page me, ok? 540.8673. I'll see ya round.

oh baby baby

Friday, June 16, 2000 12:33 p.m.


Hey. We're leaving school at... 10:35. If you want to do something, page me 540-8673. We're going out to Chinook's for lunch, and yeah. I do have to stop by Blockbuster at some point and drop off my application. :). I'm excited to try to work there cos I'm a nerd. Hee hee. Alright. I gotta go watch Forrest Gump then.

Wednesday, June 14, 2000 03:39 p.m.


Today I'm feeling a lot better. I think i got my microaps grade up to an A, although i'm not sure... The final was pretty easy. Then I went to talisman, where I did billing and watched fargo. We didn't watch it all. We went to anna's house and mr. spot's for lunch, which was nice, but they were playing maddonna at the coffee place and anne did *not* want to leave. I went back and watched the matrix, but didn't see it all because I left and went driving with tyler.

if you think laura is a crazy driver, DO NOT GET IN A CAR with that boy. hee hee, he likes to push 65 on market street. We went down to Shilshole with two other sophomores (nicole and rochelle (sp?)) and scared away the seagulls which was frightening because the sun roof was a little open. Talk about temping fate. Then he tooke me home and I've just been chilling and pretending that I don't have school. technically I should be getting my chemistry together but I just don't want to. I have to get ready for commencement anyway, right?
It's gonna take me 15 minutes, but I'm going to spend 3 hours... :). Anne's bored.

Wednesday, June 14, 2000 10:32 a.m.


i feel stupid - but i know it won't last for long
i've been guessing - i coulda been guessin' wrong
you don't know me now
i kinda thought that you should somehow
does that whole mad season got ya down

i feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes
i've been changin' - think it's funny how no one knows
we don't talk about - the little things that we do without
when that whole mad season comes around

so why ya gotta stand there
looking like the answer now
it seems to me - you'd come around
i need you now
do you think you can cope
you figured me out - i'm lost and i'm hopeless
bleeding and broken - though i've never spoken
i come undone - in this mad season

i feel stupid - but i think i been catchin' on
i feel ugly - but i know i still turn you on
you seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
will that whole mad season knock you down

so are you gonna stand there
are you gonna help me out
you need to be together now - i need you now

now i'm cryin' - isn't that what you want
i'm tryin' to live my life on my own
but i won't
at times - i do believe i am strong
so someone tell me why, why, why
do i feel stupid
and i came undone

Tuesday, June 13, 2000 09:47 a.m.


I feel like shoit. AWFUL AWFUL AWFUL. Please someone come whisk me away. School is the devil. I am in hell. It is not treating me well. I want to be away, escaping, free, quiet, out of microaps which i'm going to get a B in for the semester which is a fucking shame since I'm going to get an A in AP us history. I Don't want to sign anymore yearbooks I want a vanilla breve and I want life to feel good. Right now it does not, and poo poo poo poo poo. Aren't I the cutest whiner ever? :(

Monday, June 12, 2000 11:05 AM


I hate being here. I just read about what everyone did yesterday after tegan's party and I started crying. It was so much fun, wasn't it? And now i'm going insane crazy cos I have *all* this work I put off until this week so I really can't hang out and I'm sick and all I want to do is take a nap in the sunshine. Grrrrrrrrrr. grr. I'm really bitter about all this.

It's school right now, 4th period, and I'm doing *nothing* and other people are sleeping cos they were up all night. And I'm sad. I feel horrible. I want some food. I want school to be over.

School is back to being awful now. I came in and instead of seeing kristi & jen & kirsten all illin it at their lockers I saw a big sign plastered across saying, SENIORS: 2001... fuck that. We'll never be seniors. It seemed almost disrepectful. We can wait until next year, instead of basically saying good riddance right now.

oy...

save me.

Sunday, June 11, 2000 11:11 p.m.


I haven't written in a long while and so I should but I have to be fast. So here's another my life in ten minutes entry.

Friday went to school went to lunch and no one was in talisman room which made me sad but later insanely signed yearbooks. sarah wrote me a really nice entry and it made me miss her a lot. after school went to spots with scott & andreas and signed scott's yearbook, even though I want to sign in again, then michael showed up and hung out with us for a bit. Then I went to the AP bowling party which just got me thinking about how much next year is going to suck. Even tho I had a good time. Scott & Andy picked me up and took me to Erin's party. That was pretty fun, the sunset was gorgeous. It made me love seattle so much. We went to the bluff, talked to tim and scott and one other girl... don't remember, there were so many, about why I felt more comfortable hanging out with guys than girls. Then people started to complain so we left and ballardcore went to spots before going to haley's where we say michael and liz which was interesting. Liz gave me some of her eclair, which made me *happy* along with my breve, the godsent. Then to haley's where no one liked our movie when we shouldn't have been watching a movie in general, then half the people went home and we stayed up talking late into the morning. We woke up 2 hours after we went to sleep to get ready for paintballing, then went to the middle of nowhere in brynn's car. PAINTBALLING IS AWESOME. See, I would have gone sooner if people had told me how little it hurts. After the first game I was no longer scared and only intensely entertained. People were right, I got all into it. It was too much fun tho. Ok, that night. After coming home and getting clean (because I was very very dirty), scott picked me up and drove downtown where we intended to see iqu. I wanted food but refused to go to a mcdonald's without a drive thru, then we got there and found there was no reentry to the show, so I said fuck that, let me take you out to dinner. We went to the bank, then up to tully's to see if someone would give us coffee, and lo & behold, there was raetard rip roarin and ready to go, so we took her with us to yanni's where we had to wait forever to get damn good food. (how long was that last sentence?) Then we went to anne's house and thought about renting a movie, but by then I was getting tired and scott could barely move (he became the couch), so we just watched hockey, and brought good luck. Heh. Right as the devils won, andreas paged me, and then we went to pick him up. We just went back to my house and hung out, then I took rachel home on a long drive and it was beautiful, like it always is. I was tired however, so I was really concentrating on the road. Today I woke up at 10 and felt like shoit so I went back to bed until 1, when I got up and had some food before going to tegan's. I felt slightly out of place there because it was a huge family/relative/close friend thing. I don't know. It was the way brandon described it, but I didn't think it would be that way. And I was looking through all of tegan's scrapbooks when it really hit me that everyone was leaving and so I left pretty quickly after that so I could get in my car to cry. I drove to michael's and we went down to spots and to the beach and eventually walked around at the locks for awhile. It was nice. Then I came home and listened to U2 then went back to spots with laura and did chemistry.

i do not want to attend school tomorrow. save me.

Thursday, June 8, 2000 11:51 p.m.


yeah so I went and got coffee at spots and then i went to salmon bay and then I went to Loyal Heights and talked with three boys about their astrological sex lives. Interesting. Story of my life. Then I came home and watched the devils lose which is *always* fun, and got online, got offline, read my yearbook, yeah. That's it. Now I'm talking to michael in the channel . Good times, good times...

Thursday, June 8, 2000 06:01 p.m.


I'm extremely exhausted so if it sounds like i'm babbling it's because I am. So there.

I had to re-present my cezanne report during lunch today because she thought it was so great. I got out of 4th period a little bit early, and I was thinking about how much i was dreading even doing it, when I got all misty eyed thinking about how it was my second to last day to go to the talisman room and see all those familiar faces in the back eating their food and making me laugh. Augh. it's so awful. It's such a miniscule thing, but it's something I'm going to miss so much.

Then I worked my butt off on the paper for the next 8 billion hours, but we managed to get it down to the printer by 4:30, which was totally cool. Emily and I talked about seniors and junk and what had been going lately and stuff... it was ok.

Too bad it was in her car on the way to the printer that I realized at 2:15 tomorrow I'm technically a senior. The big kids will be gone and I will be left behind. It's all stupid and corny feeling but I know it's true that I feel like a lot of wisdom is being taken away... It's all so sad. I don't want to think about it.

I have plans to go to spots tonight. call me.

Wednesday, June 7, 2000 09:03 p.m.


I love mormor's house too much. It's mine i tell you.

I'm watching britney spears now, I guess...

 


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